[Aquila]

God doesn't want you to be a better Christian or a better Apostolic. God doesn't want you to be a better you. God doesn't want you following standards and traditions like they make Him pleased with you.

God desires that you be conformed into the image of the Lord Jesus Christ. That's right, that Christ be formed in you. God desires that you partake in the divine nature through living in a oneness with Christ that's so deep and intimate you feel Jesus' heart beating in your chest, feel impressed by Christ's thoughts, find yourself speaking Christ's words. The Father desires that you become... a vessel of Jesus Christ. Not so that you might do things FOR God... but so that you can do things IN Christ by virtue of you being in Christ... and Christ being in you. When SELF dies and only Jesus lives in you.... you will discover a victory and power like you've never known. Because Jesus doesn't fail. His prayers are always answered. Jesus never fails to heal the sick. When it's Christ working IN YOU and not YOU WORKING FOR CHRIST... then we'll see the revival we've always dreamed of.