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Wow, God really does work in mysterious ways. I'm happy your sister got her answer! I know I need to let go and let God, but we all know how hard it is when it's a constant battle everyday. I know me finding my way back to God would certainly help, which I am currently working on. It would be so much easier if my husband would too, I think certainly is putting God first in our relationship would help. My husband knows the truth, I just wish we could get back to God together. I think one reason I am holding back on doing so, is because I know that would take an even bigger toll on our marriage, if we both weren't right with God. Before we got married, I felt the biggest urge to pray about it, and yeah I did say little pity prayers, but I never poured my heart out to God about marrying this man. I regret that. Sometimes I wonder if it was even in God's plan for me to marry him. While I do love him very much, it's just something I've always wondered about since. Especially since it's like this now.