[Bro Flame]

Update!

First, I want to thank all of you that has helped me pray about this situation I had been facing. I honestly do believe they have helped and that I am now aiming for the calling the Lord has in my life.

I have finally seen what I believe to be the true light the Lord has tried to show me. When I started visiting my Mother's church, I felt a calling from the Lord to be a witness to the congregation there. I felt a need to show them that a church could have higher standards and still keep its church strong and full, that's if the people what holiness. Somewhere along the way, I did loose my focus a little bit. I will admit that.

I have prayed continuously and I realize now my fear for telling my Father was only a cover. I worried about telling him, sure, but I realize that Jesus was trying to get me to see what holiness really is and the importance of it spiritually. I have decided to stay with my Father and Bonus Mom and the church family I have established here.

However, now I do ask you all help me in praying about how to tell my Mother I cannot move in with her and why I can't. Also pray for her church members I have spoken to about the move, and that my relationship with them stays strong. I'm praying to the Lord that I haven't put my foot into my mouth about stuff that I cannot maintain a healthy relationship people that's already well-established.

I appreciated your continued prayers!

God bless!