[jediwill83]

Trust me when I say that I can relate. My wife and I were involved in some pretty crazy and messed up stuff and it took my world being shattered to get my attention. However, God isn't cupid and He won't force Himself into someone's life against their will. When I came back to God it was because I desperately needed a place of safety and refuge. She may not be at that point yet and she may never get to that point.

Pray first and foremost that you remain steadfast in your faith.

This can't be a "If you will do this I'll do that" kind of relationship. It's gotta be all in baby no matter what. No matter what she decides YOU have to stay true to Him.

Obviously you are different than you were before and who you are now may not be who she wants to be with.

That's just some cold hard truth bro.

The question is, can you hold tight to Jesus and exhibit and display traits that she admires and appreciates in a future husband?

Again...I don't believe in cupid Jesus...

I'm not praying for hedges OR thorns but I WILL pray that you remain steadfast and that you have peace no matter the outcome.