thank you for your reply! there is another couple that hasn't been going to our church because of somethings and we thought about just getting together amonsgt ourselves, i really miss prayer meetings too, I just told my husband it would be hard in my own home, so distracting!... I hope that doesn't sound terrible. but maybe something will work out that route?...
It is really sad and painful, how I'm not one of them now, and when we pass in a store it is awkward, That part makes it feel cult like! They think because you aren't going there you are lost... and some seem like they act the part but don't deep down care... and I have given myself bangs since then so its always weird to face them knowing they think its a terrible thing to cut hair... I just found the
www.studyholiness.com link and totally agree with their presentation of the issues...
I needed the reassurance in your last paragraph... thank you seekerman
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