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Originally Posted by rgcraig
Absolutely!
Yes, He does.....when asked and when that person let's it go - - can't ask God to cure it, then hang on to it.
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I haven't read this thread yet (only this page, which is the last at the moment), nor do I have time to read it all right now -- but I did want to comment on this post.
I agree with this, Renda; however, I can say with certainty that there are some people who do not know HOW to "let go."
That was me.
I
have, but it took YEARS for me to finally
really let go of past hurts. The hurt resulting from a painful childhood was ALL I KNEW. How could I let go of what had become
me? I thought I had let go several times over the years. But memories and pain always seemed to creep back into my life, mind, and heart. This cycle continued and I couldn't break it. I did all I
knew to do; I prayed, fasted, talked, ignored, repressed, left it at the altar, gave it to Jesus, etc. YET, I still had a grasp on it all. I didn't know that though, until just recently.
I wrote, in another thread, that it sometimes takes a huge "bump in the road" for a person to finally let go completely and grab hold of Jesus. That's what it took for me. It wasn't until then that I realized that
I was holding onto certain things. I had one hand on my past/the pain, and one hand reaching out to the Lord. Honestly though, I really did not realize it. Again... it was because that was ALL I knew. It was the norm for me. Pain and sadness was what I knew well. It was what I was comfortable with. I was my reality.
Sadly, I had begun to think that Jesus wasn't ever going to help me - I also began to think that perhaps I was different, and
couldn't be "fixed," but I'm excited to say -- I WAS WRONG!
A situation arose that left me a bit out of control. Things were happening that I didn't WANT to happen. Others were controling what was happening and no matter how hard I tried to get it all to stop, and to get others to do things MY way, these other people just kept on doing what they thought was best and right. At that point - when I no longer had control over some things going on in my life - I had NO other choice but to FULLY and COMPLETELY put my trust in Jesus and to believe that He was going to work things out. And then... He healed me and made me whole!
But prior to that, I thought I had fully and completely trusted the Lord. (I just didn't know how to "let go," apparently. I guess I had to be forced to let go by life's circumstances.)
Hope this makes sense.