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Old 03-12-2007, 12:53 AM
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Berkeley's Babel (babble)

I am going to try and take this up a notch. I'm getting too old for the crass and immature posting flair.

This is for Ron and anyone that is interested.
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Old 03-12-2007, 12:57 AM
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Absent from the Body... (posted today on myspace blog)

Absent from the body

What is life? What is death? When this life is over do we start a new life in a different realm? Heaven or hell? (I am not answering these
questions in this blog)

I had anxiety issues for a few yrs re: death. I was fearful of leaving home for fear of impending death. I'd have fears of dying in a car accident. Every time
I had the privilege to fly, I was fearful that the airline was going to crash and burn. Other than that, I really love to fly. Fear of death had control over my life. It was my Pharaoh, and I was a stiff-necked Jew in Egypt's bonds.

There are many theories as to what happens when we die. Many of these theories are faith-based. Mormons believe that they can attain 'God-status.'

Some believe that we return as a different person. Others believe that we return as a rock, a blade of grass, a mosquito.

Many people believe that the end of this life is the end of your existence, sans heaven and hell.

Christianity teaches that to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. And yet to some, this is a promise only to those who have died in Christ.

I no longer fear death. I reverence death. I don't want to meet him any time soon. I'd like to give this life a chance and live it to the fullest. When that day approaches I would like to look death face to face, smile and say "You have lost your sting."

A few nights ago I had a dream that I had died:
I felt my heart beat really hard "thump" "thump" and I fell onto the floor. I tried to lift myself up off of the floor like a poor attempt at a push-up. My heart gave a final excruciating THUMP. I collapsed completely -DEAD!!! Then I successfully lifted myself up and off of the floor, but I was out of my body.
I did not see a light. There were no demons around to usher me into eternal flames. I felt alive and without restraint. Fear did not have the audacity to grace my presence.

This is where I am supposed to leave a concluding paragraph. I'm not going to. *grin*
Why don't you share your own thoughts about
death, and why people fear it?

No Wax,

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"A dream is a microscope through which we look at the hidden occurrences in our soul."
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"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." -Mark Twain

"O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?" I Cor. 15:55

"We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord." II Cor. 5:8
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Old 03-12-2007, 01:46 AM
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8:00 am to 12:45pm I am going to be hanging out at Subway. My friend is the manager. He is going to teach me the ropes and try to get me in the door!! Pray saints, pray!! I need this job!!
At 1:00 pm I have an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon. Pray that I am a candidate for surgery!!

Thank you

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Old 03-12-2007, 01:55 AM
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what kind of surgery?
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Old 03-12-2007, 07:43 AM
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I am praying for you my friend...I had gall bladder surgery so have been having lots of time to talk to Jesus...you are in our talks...blessings...
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Old 03-12-2007, 08:42 AM
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8:00 am to 12:45pm I am going to be hanging out at Subway. My friend is the manager. He is going to teach me the ropes and try to get me in the door!! Pray saints, pray!! I need this job!!
At 1:00 pm I have an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon. Pray that I am a candidate for surgery!!

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Old 03-12-2007, 06:52 PM
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Update:

Subway: training went well. Still not in the door yet.


Doctor visit: He said that surgery would make my injury worse than what it is now. Not to let it stop me from living (which it has for the past 2 yrs). Recommended that I work out to regain muscle strength. I can swim, lift weights, etc.
The only thing that I probably can't do is join the military. I'm not sure how I feel about that now, lol
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Old 03-12-2007, 07:34 PM
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OY! I just had a phone interview with the "boss." My cellular died. Battery low.
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Old 03-12-2007, 07:57 PM
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Hope the boss is understanding, and will call back.

I am the worlds worst about letting my cell battery run down. I should remember to put it on the charger at night, but for some reason I never think about it till I'm out somewhere with ONE little bar left on the battery-- and it starts beeping at me to warn me I'm about to lose power.

You might want to count it a blessing that you can't join the military. The Lord works in mysterious ways ya know.
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Old 03-12-2007, 08:04 PM
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Hope the boss is understanding, and will call back.

I am the worlds worst about letting my cell battery run down. I should remember to put it on the charger at night, but for some reason I never think about it till I'm out somewhere with ONE little bar left on the battery-- and it starts beeping at me to warn me I'm about to lose power.

You might want to count it a blessing that you can't join the military. The Lord works in mysterious ways ya know.
That's what I'm thinking about. I had full intentions of joining when I returned from Utah late 2003.

well:

Jan. 14, 2004 -car accident
Feb. 2005- separated shoulder
August 2005- car accident

2005- ortho surgeon did not accept my medical benefits
2006- ortho surgeon accepted my benefits, but was not taking referrals

2007- well, todays post explains it all
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