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Originally Posted by Amanah
Bro Aaron, I'm beginning to understand your point of view. I'm just not able to see how to bridge the gap.
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Maybe I can be a little more candid and transparent about where I believe the Lord is going with all this.
In my city, there is a Oneness Apostolic assembly, affiliated with the UPCI. It's not a big city, and it's not a big assembly. I have family there. It's where I began my walk with the Lord. In fact, it's where all my family began their walk in the Lord (and when I say family, I mean me, both of my brothers with their families, my mom and step-dad, my dad, a cousin, and my grandma, now deceased).
But through a long story that I'm not going to get into, the situation is now as follows:
One brother, with his family, remain members there.
Another brother, and his family, along with my dad, are members of a different UPCI affiliated assembly 25 minutes down the road and across the border into IL.
My mom and stepdad, and me and my family, are a part of an independent Oneness Apostolic assembly. We meet in homes, ours, my mom's, and those of other members, some who live at least 35 to almost 40 minutes away.
On core doctrines, especially the Gospel and
Acts 2:38, there is universal agreement between us all. There is also a lot of agreement on many other foundational beliefs.
But, because of what happened so many years ago--that long story I mentioned above--my family has been fractured, and we all do our own thing, leave each other alone, get together for birthdays and holidays, and go on with life like we all aren't apart of the same Kingdom serving the same King.
When we were all together, a part of the same assembly, we worked and served and worshipped and prayed and outreached, and you name it, together. The Lord blessed us to win souls everywhere we went. My, at the time, 11 year old niece won all of her friends and prayed them all through to the Holy Spirit while hanging out downstairs one night, just to give you an idea.
God was saving people by the family. Not just a stray person here or there, but entire clans were coming to the Lord through our service to Him. Healings and miracles abounded left and right, and the joy of the Lord was unmistakeable. The horrific past and life we all came out of being what it was, the redemption we all experienced shined all the more powerfully in our witness and evangelism.
Then what went down went down and as the old saying goes: Things have never been the same.
It's a wound that seemingly refuses to be healed.
But in all honestly, it's all a bunch of nonsense. There is no justification for any of this. All we're up against is the flesh and church politics as usual. Under the guise of not "building on another man's foundation", the ministry around here and in many other places, has become completely territorial.
It's especially ugly by me. Like I said, there's a long story here.
But I know it's not from God. None of it is. And I think He's going to deal with it, in love and mercy, with forgiveness, if we can all come under the same shadow of His wings and allow Him the room to work and move and make changes.
Where I come in is simply in being willing to take the first step and reach out and try for peace and reconciliation. I was the first in my family to be saved, and in many ways, acted as emissary or apostle to the rest of my family, as they came in.
I believe therefore, that the Lord wants me to be the first to extend the olive branch and try for healing and unity. Today was my daughter's birthday party, and everyone came to our house. I had a moment, while everyone else was in the kitchen, to sit alone in the living room. I looked in at everyone, hearing them chat, my nieces and nephew and my own kids and everyone just sharing and caring, and for the moment, being the loving, tender-hearted family we used to be.
And in that moment, I recognized the voice of the Lord, impressing me to see that the first step in bringing about His will as it pertains to the blog entry and this thread, as it concerns my life away from AFF, is to take what He has given me and work first in my own clan, before I ever try and take this message further afield into the Body at large.
So, I'm going to do it. I know the way forward. I know who to talk to and what to say, and if I can just get everyone around the table, like they all were today, and instead of talking superficially about things that don't really matter, and get them talking about Jesus and what He wants to do with us as a family, I think we will once again see the glory of the Lord shine upon us, so we can be about the Father's business and do His will together, just like we used to.