I broke up with the last lady I loved back in 2008.
She had attended a Pentecostal church off and on for about 4 years, but as we drew closer to marriage she made it clear to me that she was not going to be Pentecostal-- let alone Apostolic.
It was a painful break up, very painful.
We didn't do everything right, but the Lord knows that I loved her.
She knew too.
That is why when I had the chance to maybe make things work out with her again, I paused.
She made the first step and after thought and discussion, we both agreed that it just wouldn't work.
She cited "religion" specifically. I brought it up in a way where she could (if she was inclined) to let let me know that she had decided that she would be willing to attend a Pentecostal assembly of some sort with me. However, she was clear in confirming that nothing had changed in her mind concerning her rejection of Pentecost.
I wish, really wish we could make things work-- and we could, but I'm just not willing to walk away from Pentecost all together, despite my untraditional Apostolic views.
I really wish I had a lady to love. I miss her so much.
Still truth be told, when we broke up back in 2008, I was much better off financially than I am now.
I can't even really afford to have a lady in my life now.
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, but I really do wish things would hurry up and chage for the better.
I am doing what I can.
Please join me in prayer for God to do what seems to be so difficult for me.
(Admin, I didn't think about this until after I had started this thread, but can you move this to the prayer room? Thanks.)
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