| nahkoe |
07-06-2014 05:37 PM |
Re: I ask you to accept me
John,
Hi. :) It's been a few years since we've talked, even more since we met.
First, I want to admit that reading this thread has left me feeling stunned. Second, I'll get over it. :)
Third, I did leave Christianity and go into Paganism. If you ever want to talk, I'm more than available. I remember the emptiness I found within Christianity and the search for something more. Even more than that, I remember the depth of satisfaction and fulfillment I found within witchcraft. It completed me in a way nothing before had ever come close to. It kept me alive during a very dark time of my life. Now that I'm in counseling, I see even more clearly how much practicing witchcraft influenced me in a positive direction. It gave me a foundation, it provided support, structure, meaning and a richness of life I'd never found before.
Fourth, I did have an encounter with God that I could not ignore. It turned my entire world upside and continues to do so. I promise, if you do take me up on my offer, that my words wouldn't be empty repetitions of words and stories you already know. Anything I might say would come from a place of deep gratitude for the things God has done in my life. If you can accept that, I can more than accept your need to explore and discover. Mostly, I don't know if you have a safe place you can process everything...if you have a need to...how long you've been on this path, anything. :) I *can* be a safe person for you to talk to if you need one.
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