Home from work today
 

Just feeling really, really horrible.

But the biggest issue is, I can't pay my rent this month if I didn't miss any work. Missing a day, I started crying before I'd even left work.

I don't know how God is going to work this all out. I really, really don't like not knowing details.

Could y'all pray for peace for me? I'm stressing out way too much right now, my kids are starting to pick up on this, and I know I need to just rest and let God do what He's going to do. I've done everything I can, and I'm continuing to look for resources and options. Nothing I've done is enough, or will be enough, right now. I have to just let go and let Him take care of me and my family. And that's quite possibly the most difficult thing anyone could ever ask me to do.

Oh and I feel really thick headed or something. I've watched God do the absolutely impossible so many times over the last several months. And I'm still fretting over the smallest of details? I can't even begin to share everything God did to get my kids home again, the enormity of *just that* situation being worked out the way it was should be enough, I'd think, to cause me to trust God. And that's not the only thing He's worked out for me.

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Nahkoe,
That's when God steps in! I remember when I was single and struggling with paying my apartment rent. My sales were up and down. At ladies prayer meeting I told the ladies that I wasn't asking for any money, but I wanted them to pray.

At lunch my beeper went off and a call came in that a contract I bid on came through - a big one. My commission was $1,000. God is able. I just simply believed that He would do what He said he would do. Amen!

Praying for your situation and your peace of mind! Can't wait to hear the good report! Praying you will also feel better in your body!!! :friend

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Agreeing in prayer with PO!
Being sick is no fun at the best of time, being sick at Christmas is just plain lousy!

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Agreeing in prayer for you Nahkoe.

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Praying, Nahkoe. It's hard to feel out of control. Somehow, things will work out.....

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I'm having some probelms in some areas my self,but God can and will see us through.
Hang in there.

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Hang in there sister. Jesus can do it.

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Lord Jesus make a way where there seems no way in this situation. Let your peace and comfort flood her spirit and mind. Bind the spirit of proverity and loose a spirit of propersity for her finances, health, and mind.

We give you the glory you deserve.

Amen!

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Praying in the matchless name of Jesus!

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Little Sister,

May the Lord supply all your needs according to His riches in glory,
by Christ Jesus, in Jesus Name!

Hugs,

Falla39

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And now my spare glasses just fell apart in my hands.

My not spare ones did this a few months ago and I haven't had the money to get them replaced.

I can *not* see without my glasses.

I could use a hug right now cuz that's bill money gone to replace those. And probably another day of work cuz I can't really work w/o them.

I could use a hug...seriously.

I don't really care right now how in control of all this God is. I'm feeling very, very out of control and like I'm spinning deeper into a hole in the ground all the time.

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nahkoe,

Hang in there. Jesus is alive and well and is in control of all things!

Remember, Jesus' peace is not calmness but completeness. That is why we can experience peace that passes understanding, because we can be complete in Him.

This is one of my favorite quotes:

When darkness veils His lovely face
I rest on His unchanging grace;
In every high and stormy gale
My anchor holds within the veil
– Streams in the Desert

I pray that Jesus blesses you and gives you a victorious testimony about all you're going through!