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I shall not fear no man but God,though I walk through the valley of death I will fear no evil. In elementary, I thrived on misery, left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed. Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest until I got that thug Life tatted on my chest.

Now that I'm strugglin in this business, by any means. Label me greedy getting green, but seldom seen, and forget the world cause I'm cursed, I'm having visions of leaving here in a hearse, God can you feel me?

Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain, show me some happiness again. Is my destiny hell, where did I fail?

Now I'm lost and I'm weary, so many tears. I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me. My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left.There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest. I'm barely standing, about to go to pieces, screaming peace.

And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it, I had my mind full of demons trying to break free. They planted seeds and they hatched, sparking the flame inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game.

No memories, just a misery. Painting a picture of my enemies killing me, in my sleep.Will I survive until the morning, to see the sun? Lord knows I've tried, been a witness to homicide. Seen drivebys taking lives, little kids die.
Wonder why as I walk by broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line.

This ain't the life for me, I wanna change but ain't no future right for me, I'm stuck in the game. I'm fallin to the floor, beggin for the Lord to let me in to heaven's door.