In seeking intimacy with God we must approach him with this faith:
But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is , and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
Heb. 11:6
Fellowship with Jesus is the most wonderful thing to experience. Jesus wants this closeness that leads us to being passionate for him.
When he manifests himself you want more. It makes you even more willing. You must approach as if we will diligently seek him he will reward us with his love and favor.