[Jermyn Davidson]

There have been times in prayer where I felt like there were "others" actually present praying or listening in on me. To be quite honest, the times it happened, it was kind of concerning almost scary to me. I just kept praying anyway and one of my doctors actually said it was a symptom of mental illness.

To be honest, I still don't know what to make of those moments. They happened late at night/early in the morning, in the prayer room, at the Apopka church when I used to attend and I had a key to their prayer room.

Now that I think about it, I don't pray like I used to since leaving the Apostolics.

Seemingly "closer to God", but doctrinally incorrect (or at least going along with stuff I didn't agree with)-- I think about this paradox too, sometimes, when I'm by myself, and I think about my years attending an Apostolic church.