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Re: I had a "God Moment" tonight!
Chosenbyone-
I was just re-reading your post this morning. It speaks to me on so many levels. I woke up yesterday morning and I thought of the centurion who told Jesus, "I'm not worthy for you to come into my house". I read a few posts on AFF and someone had written some kind words to me. I felt unworthy of their friendship... of their confidence in me. I got ready and went to the cemetary to drink my customary cup of coffee with my wife (I know, strange isn't it?) I told her how unworthy I felt of her love. I told her how blessed I was to have her in my life, even for a short time. I felt unworthy of that gift. I went to church. A Baptist Church, but church nonetheless. They sang, speakers spoke and then, as they introduced the speaker... a brother stood and asked if he could sing a song. He went forward, saying he didn't know why, but he felt really impressed to sing this song. I don't know the title but the main words were: "I'm not worthy, Lord, to come to you, so would you please come down to me". I sat there listening to God speak to me through that song with tears running down my face. I thought of the Prodical Son who felt so unworthy to call himself his fathers son, that he couldn't even approach the old home place. But the father ran out to meet and embrace him. He was still the boys father. And the boy..well, he was still his son.
Then, last night, I read your post. I think God is behind the scenes pulling the strings on... on something. He's doing something, not only in my heart and life, but in yours as well. I don't know where I fit in in His grand scheme of things, but I hope there is some small place where I can be of service to Him. I offer myself willingly to Him. Unworthily, yes... but willingly. Thank you for your "God Moment" post. I am unworthy of His blessings. I guess we all are. But, He is worthy of our praise. He is worthy of our faith and trust. I pray for you today, that God will take your little seed of faith, which is made stonger through tests and trials, multiply it many times over, and may it spill over onto all those around you. God bless you.
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"Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him...." -Psa. 37:7
Waiting for the Lord is easy... Waiting patiently? Not so much.
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