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Originally Posted by Ferd
I had panic attacks in the 70s as a small child from all the rapture trauma i suffered.
im not kidding. if i couldnt find my mama, I thought I had been left behind and would panic. I would go off by myself because I didnt want anyone to see it.
eventually I created a plan to get my parents money, my dads guns and located a place deep in the woods to go hide.
had a real hard time coming to grips with the notion that I would have to get my head chopped off to be saved.
all the time I was saved. Those 1970's end time preachers scared me. By panic attacks, I mean I coulndt breath, i would go weak in the knees and my heart would beat so fast, it would pound in my head to the point that was all I could hear.
Every once in a while, my flesh rises up and I want to punch one of those dudes in the eyeball.
then I repent and its all good.
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I hear ya, I had nightmares and would wake up screaming because I thought I was left behind.