[Jermyn Davidson]

for that Apostolic wife.


Besides, it feels like I have more in common with "charismatics" and other non-Apostolic Pentecostals (Church of God, COGIC) than I do with most Apostolics I know.


Maybe I shouldn't have broken up with that pretty lady in my picture. She is still available and still asks about me back "home" in W. VA.


I feel like I'm a weirdo sometimes when I'm at church. Maybe this is my own self-consciousness or low self esteem or something. I don't know exactly.


One thing for sure, currently there is not one eligible, Apostolic woman in my church that finds me attractive, where the feeling is mutual.



I didn't move back here to find a wife-- not my intention at all. I moved back here for spiritual stability and growth.

I'll continue to focus on these things as they are most important-- I realize this, I need this and I want this.


However, it sure would be nice to have some female companionship of the romantic type.



I feel like listening to some Al Green right about now....