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Need prayer a lot asap
Hello everyone how r yas? I'm new here. Today as a matter of fact. I was raised in church and always knew the truth but in my teens Ileft God in search of ssomething. Anything to make me feel or not feel something. Now I am a 31 year old alcoholic and drug addict. I'vehave been sstruggling withpain killers for 10 years now . A few years ago Iwas on the mmethadone program and life was ok for a while. I was going back to church and living a normal life, but I was still on methadone. I was desperately seeking g the Holy Ghost and spoke tongues some. People said I had it but I was always questioning myself thinking maybe what Ispoke in ttongues was only me mimicking what Ihad heard for years . But what Ido know is that there was ssomething missing. Eventually I left church within the year and since then I have completely gone of the rails. I am currently on methadone again and abusing it along with other substances. I have gone to back to church now and have made a decision to give my life to Christ once and for all . So basically Iknow that God hears the prayers of His cchildren and would really love it if you all would pray for my deliverance from the grip of addiction both mentally and physically and for the biggest awesomest most spectacular infilling of the Holy Ghost ever lol. But in all seriousness I really want to be a child of God. I'mhungry for it . I wantto fill him inside me . Yes I want my savior and creator inside of me PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY. I'm really excited now knowing that i am going to have many saints praying for me. Sorry for such a long postand thank you .
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