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Mich....you are going to be caught in a Religious battle here between two beliefs...
I think the issue is more about relevancy than anything else.... If people don't feel Shepherds care why should they stay where they are not seen, heard or wanted...
The battle you have seems to be two-fold... Your issues with Church Leadership and your husband... and it's tough to be in between the two...
I don't think this situation your facing is a question of beliefs (it may mask itself as that) but more a question of "who really cares about Michlow"...
I think it's normal when you come to a crossroads of choice to question things....
I do think that when one realize's that they were serving men the whole time they thought they were serving God is when we realize that we were possibly wrong.....
I would just encourage you to take this time to truely find God in your situation and begin a process of building a relationship with him.... over what men think or feel... imo...
Start with Prayer and Bible reading... simple...but it works.... and it could lead you to where God wants you to be....
just some thoughts...
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