prayer...............

just wanted to request prayer. i am really struggling with the church doctrines and trying to get myself where i need to be.

i was out of church for over ten years, and before i got out, i will make the long story short, i was very hurt and confused.

right now i am just trying to sort out what i really believe and what i dont. i know beyond a doubt that God is one Lord. that is not in quetion.

mostly right now i am trying to understand about the standards. what are optional, and what arent. what are salvational issues, required, and so on.

anyways before i go rambling on, would appreciate your prayers. God bless.