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Originally Posted by houston
Ok. I used to have very detailed dreams that I was an adult engaging in sex with men. I didn't know what lust was then, if you want to call it a spirit, it was present- felt in the dreams. But memories are funny things. Some aren't real.
At the age of 5 I was at the top of a slide with a kid from my kindergarten class. He wanted to go down the slide. I didn't let him. I told him that he was my wife. I didn't touch the kid. I was just blocking the way down the slide. I let him down because he began to cry. I didn't want to get into any trouble. I do remember that the flag was at full mast.
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I don't want to get too personal, but do you think think that you were possibly exposed to somethings that were too graphic as a child. I have heard of someone who had constantly been exposed to his father raping his mother from the adjoining bedroom. This person has grown up heterosexual, but began engaging in sexual activities very young and very frequently.
This is sometimes I believe how spirits may be involved. A lot of times you see families who pass down their vices to their children. Spirit? Genetics? learning from your parents example? Maybe a little of each? I don't know what it is exactly that causes mankind's shameful behavior, but I know Christ has called us out of these lifestyles and maybe we just give some of these things too much attention.