Help! Tormented dreams

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

Someone still has issues. Lol

I don't, I'm just showing you that you need Christ worse than the breath of life. But what if I did have issues? What if I was suffering from PTSD and was out of my ever loving mind? Look at you? All you ever want is to win, at any expense. My lands, you just don't get it? But you do, and what is crazy you don't care about PTSD sufferers, only yourself.

Originally Posted by Aquila

Timeline. You mocked PTSD long before I dished you up some of your own medicine, just to see what you'd do. It's all right there if any wishes to read it.

Chris, you did it out of revenge, nothing more, nothing less. You have posted some of the most vulgar things, that would make anyone lift an eyebrow. But, it is you. Amanah brought up the time when you shocked us with your post in the skirt thread concerning rape. Bro, who thinks like that? What Man or woman of God thinks like that? But you took a testimony of a child being burned on a lit stove, soiling himself, and used it to make yourself FEEL better. It does't bother me, it bothers you. You are the one who needs to apologize to Jesus Christ, for doing what you do when no one is around. Because that is way worse than kicking up your heels making fun of a burned hand on a lit stove.

Originally Posted by Aquila

Haven't you realized that we're on the same side yet?

Chris, when you give up playing make believe when you put on the Christian.

Then we will be on the same side.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

I don't, I'm just showing you that you need Christ worse than the breath of life. But what if I did have issues? What if I was suffering from PTSD and was out of my ever loving mind? Look at you? All you ever want is to win, at any expense. My lands, you just don't get it? But you do, and what is crazy you don't care about PTSD sufferers, only yourself.

Ah, now we're getting somewhere. But you're not out of your mind. We both know that.

Chris, you did it out of revenge, nothing more, nothing less. You have posted some of the most vulgar things, that would make anyone lift an eyebrow. But, it is you. Amanah brought up the time when you shocked us with your post in the skirt thread concerning rape. Bro, who thinks like that? What Man or woman of God thinks like that? But you took a testimony of a child being burned on a lit stove, soiling himself, and used it to make yourself FEEL better. It does't bother me, it bothers you. You are the one who needs to apologize to Jesus Christ, for doing what you do when no one is around. Because that is way worse than kicking up your heels making fun of a burned hand on a lit stove.

I didn't do it out of revenge. In fact, in post #157, I said,

I'm sorry you endured that. No child should ever have to endure what you experienced. You didn't deserve what you described above. But I praise or Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ, that you stand as a testimony to God's faithfulness today.

It wasn't revenge. Those were my true feelings. I didn't choose to test your metal until after you berated people and mocked the reality of PTSD for a number of posts. That's when I gave you the same measure of hardness you'd given us in a post well into the 400's. You had hammered on several people's trauma and even questioned the faith of a brother on meds, and mocked vets seeking help. I only wondered if you could take what you dished out. I know you don't believe me, but I hinted at this in post #442 when I indicated sorrow for having been hard on you.

As for the shirt issue, I warned that I was going to be blunt. I then relayed what that in the military women tended to flat-back in skirts and that the men I served with saw them as more alluring than women wearing pants.

You're picking on words, but ignoring the point, then misrepresenting the point intended.

Chris, when you give up playing make believe when you put on the Christian.

There you go again, attacking anothers faith.

Then we will be on the same side.

We're already on the same side, brother EB. You're allowing the enemy to use you to go personal on every thread. You're being irrational in your effort to attack me every night. It's all right here for everyone to see.

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

Ah, now we're getting somewhere. But you're not out of your mind. We both know that.

No, sadly we aren't getting anywhere. Because if I was suffering from PTSD you still show that you have zero empathy. Chris, your problems aren't demonic, they aren't psychological, and surely PTSD is something you just want to use. Whether you had a tough time or supposedly the worse episode ever, on the 4th is highly doubtful. Reason why? Because you are a story teller where everytime you are painted as the either the crusader, or the suffering hero. You can't even discern your own posts. The above is supposedly from a man who is the defender of those who suffer from demonic oppression? Or PTSD? Seriously? Chris, you are a legend in your own mind.

Originally Posted by Aquila

I didn't do it out of revenge. In fact, in post #157, I said,

Chris, you did it do defend yourself. You see, anytime you are criticized, or your information is scrutinized you take it as a personal slight. That is why you are seen as the charmer in the political section of this forum. Not because you take up the political cause of the leftist, or that you think that leftists should disrupt churches. But because you have to be the winner, and whether you are right or wrong, winning is all that you care about. Chris, am I reminding you of you slamming me as a biker, or a mechanic, because you said those things too? No, because that is nothing. What I'm pointing out to you is that you attacked a child being burned, showing YOU that whatever you said about trauma, or demonic influences are zero. I have never done that, in all my time being in these forums since FCF. Fess up, people taking you serious? No.

Originally Posted by Aquila

It wasn't revenge.

How old are you? Now you sound like your 12. Chris, you said it was giving me my own medicine? You want to teach us what the scriptures say concerning dress, hair on women, demonic possession, and dreams. From manuscripts which are thousands of years old, but don't even understand common colloquial terms used in modern society? Giving someone their own medicine is a term meaning revenge. Google it, like you do everything else you post here.

Originally Posted by Aquila

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Those were my true feelings. I didn't choose to test your metal until after you berated people and mocked the reality of PTSD for a number of posts.

You embellish to make yourself the suffering hero again? Chris, mock no, point out with sarcasm yes. But, you, you want to be seen as the defender of widows and orphans? Yet, when the story came up, you couldn't help yourself, but help the stepmother drag the child to the stove. PTSD? Seriously? Chris, you just want to win, therefore any knife in the draw was your remedy? You want me to realize that e are on the same side? I never ever was sarcastic about a child being tortured? Oh, but you even defended yourself about that. You claimed that it was me bellyaching about childhood discipline? That isn't anything I ever done since the days of Jim Yohe. I have never done what you have. Especially claiming to be the defender of those who have had trauma. You are a ghost, while seeking every avenue other than Jesus Christ. You sit in your house church show pictures of people eating, but you yourself aren't having any solace. You admitted, you even said that you were troubled. But like Boy Coy, you want to put on the face, and shapeshift in the Christain costume. Chris, you need Jesus. Take your own advise. Prayer, fasting, soaked in the word, instead of soaking your big head.

Originally Posted by Aquila

That's when I gave you the same measure of hardness you'd given us in a post well into the 400's. You had hammered on several people's trauma and even questioned the faith of a brother on meds, and mocked vets seeking help. I only wondered if you could take what you dished out. I know you don't believe me, but I hinted at this in post #442 when I indicated sorrow for having been hard on you.

Don't scramble Chris, fess up, you want to misrepresent pages and pages of at least two different thread discussions? You need to get honest with yourself. Even If I was to dissipate into the ether and you were crowned king of the universe, you still are walking around playing Christain. Giving advise, on how to get rid of demons, and how to go to a psychiatrist. Yet, unable to see your walking contradictions. Chris I know what I posted, but you, you showed that you aren't real. The only one who can help you is Jesus Christ.
You need the Holy Ghost, you need to seek the Kingdom of Christ, and not men.

Originally Posted by Aquila

As for the shirt issue, I warned that I was going to be blunt. I then relayed what that in the military women tended to flat-back in skirts and that the men I served with saw them as more alluring than women wearing pants.

You warned that you were going to be blunt? Does that say the day, does that help young people and women? Sorry i'm going to be blunt about rape, about child abuse? Chris, you used it as another way to win a game called forum. Chris, you need to dig yourself. But all you see is someone not rubbing your shoulders, and telling you that you are OK.

Originally Posted by Aquila

You're picking on words, but ignoring the point, then misrepresenting the point intended. There you go again, attacking another's faith.

No, Chris, not attacking, but pointing out that you have shown everyone that if you are a physician ready to help posters with disturbing dreams through Private Messages. Then you should be able to realize that you need to heal thyself. But, you don't. If you even had the slightest real life understanding of trauma you wouldn't of picked the issue of a burned child. You wouldn't of used that to seek to defend yourself to win and feel better. You just wouldn't of done that. But if you did have understanding and did this, then you are dangerous.

Originally Posted by Aquila

We're already on the same side, brother EB. You're allowing the enemy to use you to go personal on every thread. You're being irrational in your effort to attack me every night. It's all right here for everyone to see.

irrational? Chris, you think someone trying to have you acknowledge difference between burning a child with spanking. Is being irrational then son, you are over the edge of rationality. Sorry, but you are in it deep.

[Aquila]

Evang.Benincasa,

Let me simply ask a couple questions. Moving forward:

Realistically, what do you wish to see happen?

What are you wanting from me?

How can this conflict be resolved?

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

Evang.Benincasa,

Let me simply ask a couple questions. Moving forward:

Realistically, what do you wish to see happen?

What are you wanting from me?

How can this conflict be resolved?

Chris, misrepresenting people?

Offended?

Bro, Matthew 15:12 is the disciples cautioning Jesus that He had offended the religious of Judea. Jesus' reply back to His group was this "Every plant that my heavenly Father has not planted will be rooted up. Disregard them, they be blind leaders of those who are blind. You just don't get it, this isn't me against thee. It is about the well needing not a physician, the only reason why I or others even reply to your postings is because they need to be dealt with. No one in their right mind could just stand back and watch you pontificate away, while you say things which are not only patently false but loosely researched.

Listen bro, you have men and women who didn't get into this thing last night. We have all been at it and not blindly as ILG would have everyone believe. Studying the etymology, going through the history, reading, researching. Believing that the Bible gave all the information that man would ever need to thoroughly understand it and live a spiritual life.

Originally Posted by Aquila

That guy sounds like a creep. But, I'm no pastor with that bag of problems. I almost got into ministry, but I decided it wasn't for me after seeing the politics. I'm more of an average Joe Christian now who just wants to share what he's seen, learned, and experienced. I have my problems, I don't profess to be prefect. But nobody is other than Jesus. I even openly shared my battle with PTSD.

Houston already pointed it out, "that's not how this works."

Brothers are called into ministry by God. It isn't Helping Hands ministry where Joe and Rena decide they can fit it into their busy schedule. It is a life altering situation where you can never quit. You are in it because you were called to fulfill it. Bob Coy, built a Trinitarian 31 flavors church in Fort Lauderdale from a handful of people. He came out here with zero, and built the biggest shapeshifting 31 flavors, church of comfortable shoes. I brought him up to you, because you remind me of him. All the right jargon when the time arises, but when a pointy stick like me comes along, then you see the real deal. Legalism isn't a shirt and tie, legalism is saying and doing not. That is legalism. Son, is told to go out into the field and says YES, but never goes.

Bro, you posting out here that I PMed you taunts and insults?

That's isn't the truth. But you know why you posted that, you posted that way so you can allude to something much worse. Chris, you equated a child being burned on a stove and loosing all bodily functions with spanking. All, for your own revenge. Now, you want to move forward, you want resolve this? Sounds like the men I deal with from time to time who beat their wives senseless, or steal from their employers, or get into some other bad situations. They all want the same thing. How can we resolve this? But how can you resolve something when you are totally convinced that you are not to blame? Just like the guy who beats his wife because she pointed out the truth to him. She didn't nag him about something stupid, or meaningless. She was totally legit, she was merely stating a fact. Because people don't get mad when you lie about them because they know it's a lie. They get mad when you tell the truth on them. Your post to Votivesoul is that you were attacked by everyone? No, you were CORRECTED by everyone. You see that is what religious and political liberals want the confused to believe. That they are victims, any time their information falls flat on its face. Matt Burris' list was advocated by you! It is right there for everyone to see and read. Then if someone reads from that list to this point, they see your shapeshifting. As you are corrected, you morph into another form. Because you realize you never even RESEARCHED the mumbo jumbo witchcraft which is contained in Matt Burris' goof ball list. Listen, that isn't attacking, that is calling a spade and spade my boy.

I originally planned leaving you alone. But when I continually dealt with this thread with scripture, you chose to bonehead me with something about Jesus did things which weren't recorded in the Bible? Why? Was that supposed to be an option for me? Was I supposed to consider that? My lands, if we now can teach from silence, then who knows what sort of garbage can be labeled Jesus Name?

Chris, I'm real sorry, but bro, this is all a game to you, but to others it is the breath of life.

Bro, in order for YOU to resolve this?

Would be to heed your QWN advise, physician heal thyself.

Amen?