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Originally Posted by Rico
Dude, you are ATE UP. You are so full of bitterness it's made you blind.
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it isn't bitterness, though...
I'm hurt, yeah, absolutely, I've been hurt a lot, but I'm not speaking out of bitterness... I don't wanna se eanother generation be brought up the way I was... Being "youth camp junkies" getting that spirit-high every 6 months or so and being dead the other 355 days of the year never really getting a real relationship with Christ... just going through the motions and playing dress-up every day so they look like a good strong Pentecostal...
wearing long sleeves every day to hide the cuts and the marks from the drugs...
pretending to be stoned as a joke so no one can really tell when you actually are (not even yourself after a while)...
putting on a mask of happiness and good "old fashioned" Apostolic goodness, when inside you are tore up and dying... but no one can know that... Because do you know what we do to people who admit they're tore up and dying???
We march 'em up to the altar, pray with 'em 'til they speak in tongues, then march 'em home and forget it ever happened!! Problem solved...
only its not...
Yes, I realize I'm exagerrating just a smidge at times in this post... But man, we need to get the focus OFF of this "let's baptize as many people as possible" thing and get it on to "let's get everyone to having a real, strong relationship with Christ" and realize that a small part of that relationship is baptism... baptism is step one, well, actually its probably step 2 or 3 or 4... but so much more of this Christian walk is about love for God and love for every other human being on this earth and we ignore those parts....
And I understand why, you can't count how much love someone has... You can't get behind a pulpit pound your fist down and say "27 people loved Christ more last Sunday!!" and have everyone shout Hallelujah to it... But you can pound and say "15 got baptized in Jesus' name" even if 14 of those 15 won't ever be seen again in 6 months and the other one won't last a year....