ILG, I am with Mr Steinway. I appreciate you sharing your story. I truly do! It helps me to understand some of the things I've read that you've written before much better. It does make me sad tho. I am sad that you had to experience all that you went thru. And I sincerely hope that amidst all the negative, there were also some positive experiences mixed in.
So where are you now? Do you attend a church? What kind? I assume that you no longer consider yourself conservative? (I assumed that before I ever read this

) How has this whole thing effected your walk with GOD?