nahkoe,
Hang in there. Jesus is alive and well and is in control of all things!
Remember, Jesus' peace is not calmness but completeness. That is why we can experience peace that passes understanding, because we can be complete in Him.
This is one of my favorite quotes:
When darkness veils His lovely face
I rest on His unchanging grace;
In every high and stormy gale
My anchor holds within the veil
– Streams in the Desert
I pray that Jesus blesses you and gives you a victorious testimony about all you're going through!
__________________
The Bible is open to those that want Truth, and if they want Truth, they find Truth. They watch individuals squabble over Bible symbolism on the Internet, and leave the Message boards to enter into the real world where live people dwell, and they find Truth. The World Wide Web is full of Internet Ayatollahs who speak their mind. There is only one Truth, and it is not hidden. No matter what anyone says, Truth still converts the sincere.
-DD Benincasa, 12/06/03
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