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Prayer Please....
Back in 2005, I had a huge scare with my heart, ambulance ride, ekgs, heart monitor...and all that kind of fun....well, here the last couple of months have began having trouble again...this time it seems like it's back with a vengence....and I'm having a really hard time getting it to settle down...
We do not have insurance and as you know anything heart related is down right too expensive, but I really need to see a doctor....to get back on the -meds...I am to self-medicate, when I need it, but I haven't had to in about 2 years and my doctor has moved, without my knowlege, to a town not too far from here, but he is a cardiologist, so that meand about $200 just to go see him to get a prescription for the medicine....
So one of two things needs to happen, either the Lord needs to touch and heal me, and I'm not too full of faith right now, and I know I'm a preachers wife, but we are human too....so either, He needs to heal me, or I need to be able to get into see my cardiologist....
So please pray that one of the two will happen. At this point, I don't care which one. I just need for one of them to happen and soon...this is almost umbearable....
Also, pray for my faith or lack thereof...I sit here with tears running down my face for my lack of faith, but I don't know what else to do....I AM MISERABLE!!!! to say the least...so please remember me in prayer for the next few days....
Thanks, in advance....
Sarilda
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