For many years, I ahve dealt with several issues. I have walked down the same road you have, and traveled down a path that led me to where you are. I quickly found some things out, as a result of my seeking the truth...
The Messiah Jesus is still the same. He does not change despite when we change. He is strong and stable even when we are not. He is faithful to keep us when we are losing faith.
Michlow, I found that despite the arrogance of a few, the very things which you spoke of disagreeing with are the very things the Holy Spirit has led me to be restored into believing. I have had certain ministers slander and talk harshly towards me, some even attacking me, lying on me saying I was gay. These men are weeds in the field, and the Lord shall deal with them when He is ready.
My friend, heed my words. Instead of leaving, find yourself a sincere quiet place, pulled away, and seek His face. He will lead you. Turn off the computer, and bow the knee, and He will open your eyes to His ways and truths. He will show you, if you let Him.
Just some sincere thoughts.
Hallelu et Adonai!
What goes around, comes around, eh?
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I've gone and done it now! I'm on Facebook!!!
I don't know peanuts about your situation. But I do know that the core foundation that you would have received from an Apostolic church is right. Please don't trade in the knowledge of what it means to be truly saved, with a false hope or security that comes from an unbiblical doctrine. Stay true to the basic doctrine of salvation and the Oneness of God no matter what you do or where you go. It will be your lifeline.
I don't know peanuts about your situation. But I do know that the core foundation that you would have received from an Apostolic church is right. Please don't trade in the knowledge of what it means to be truly saved, with a false hope or security that comes from an unbiblical doctrine. Stay true to the basic doctrine of salvation and the Oneness of God no matter what you do or where you go. It will be your lifeline.
I truly believe that if I truly seeking God, that he will not lead me astray. If those things are true (and at the current time I DO believe they are true) then they can withstand my questioning.