Ronzo's Broken Road...

I gotta tell ya... I am really beginning to love the feeling after I work out...

I am really beginning to feel a lot better... this is doing a great deal for me therapeutically...

[Pressing-On]

Originally Posted by Ronzo

I gotta tell ya... I am really beginning to love the feeling after I work out...

I am really beginning to feel a lot better... this is doing a great deal for me therapeutically...

I'm glad for you Ron!

[rgcraig]

Originally Posted by Ronzo

I gotta tell ya... I am really beginning to love the feeling after I work out...

I am really beginning to feel a lot better... this is doing a great deal for me therapeutically...

I've heard it's a natural anti-depressant because the endorphines kick in and causes you to feel happy.

Just got to get to the point where I work out enough to feel that!

Sounds like you've gotten there Ron - that's great!

Originally Posted by rgcraig

I've heard it's a natural anti-depressant because the endorphines kick in and causes you to feel happy.

Just got to get to the point where I work out enough to feel that!

Sounds like you've gotten there Ron - that's great!

Yeah, I'm actually at the point where I WANT to do it...


I've begun to go to the small gym at my apartment complex to use the treadmill and the bike for about a half hour every night on my off nights of working out.
It's making a tremendous difference...

If it wasn't so stinking hot and humid here I'd go for a walk at night... If I did walk out in those conditions, I'd overheat. I really don't need that.

Anyway, I feel so stupid for not doing this sooner... Oh well. Can't cry over spilled milk right?

Pick yourself up and move on. At least I'm making positive changes NOW!

[HeavenlyOne]

I'm proud of you, Ron.

Last night, I left the "I won't bother you anymore" voicemail for mom-in-law.

Have left a couple messages over the past few weeks for her just trying to say hi and see how they are... and to let them know I'm ok.

No return calls.

I'm guessing that they probably feel like they're being put in the middle by talking to me. I suppose I can understand that.

I told her I was not trying to make them feel like that and if I did cause them to feel that way... I was extremely sorry.

I let them know I still love them and am praying for them... and that I won't call them anymore because I don't want to be a nuisance.


If this is the way it is, I'm hurt a little... because she told me that I was still her son regardless of how this turns out.

I would have just expected a return call to tell me what they're feeling...






Haven't heard from Bryke in two weeks too... no return calls...

I'm concerned about that as well.




I had a breakthrough last night... I was finally able to get past the hurt, or to wade through it enough... however you look at it... And actually pray sincerely for my estranged wife.

I cried the whole time I prayed for her... so that's why I said maybe I was just able to wade through the hurt instead of truly getting past it.

It was a milestone for me. I think I'm going to live through this after all...

[Pressing-On]

Originally Posted by Ronzo

Last night, I left the "I won't bother you anymore" voicemail for mom-in-law.

Have left a couple messages over the past few weeks for her just trying to say hi and see how they are... and to let them know I'm ok.

No return calls.

I'm guessing that they probably feel like they're being put in the middle by talking to me. I suppose I can understand that.

I told her I was not trying to make them feel like that and if I did cause them to feel that way... I was extremely sorry.

I let them know I still love them and am praying for them... and that I won't call them anymore because I don't want to be a nuisance.


If this is the way it is, I'm hurt a little... because she told me that I was still her son regardless of how this turns out.

I would have just expected a return call to tell me what they're feeling...






Haven't heard from Bryke in two weeks too... no return calls...

I'm concerned about that as well.




I had a breakthrough last night... I was finally able to get past the hurt, or to wade through it enough... however you look at it... And actually pray sincerely for my estranged wife.

I cried the whole time I prayed for her... so that's why I said maybe I was just able to wade through the hurt instead of truly getting past it.

It was a milestone for me. I think I'm going to live through this after all...

Ron,
I'm sure it's hard for your in-laws to talk with you. It hurts terribly. I don't know how I could tell our SIL goodbye. He feels like my own son! It would be easier to not talk at all than to feel the pain after hanging up.

One of my sisters divorced her husband years ago. I happened to be at her house when he came by for something. It broke my heart because I loved him too! He and I are the same age and went to school together. It's just hard, but you are seeing that time heals all things.

I'm glad you got to that place in prayer! It does show you are mending in a wonderful healthy way!

You are still in my prayers!

[Felicity]

You'll have milestones like this along the way. It takes time.

[Rico]

Originally Posted by Ronzo

Last night, I left the "I won't bother you anymore" voicemail for mom-in-law.

Have left a couple messages over the past few weeks for her just trying to say hi and see how they are... and to let them know I'm ok.

No return calls.

I'm guessing that they probably feel like they're being put in the middle by talking to me. I suppose I can understand that.

I told her I was not trying to make them feel like that and if I did cause them to feel that way... I was extremely sorry.

I let them know I still love them and am praying for them... and that I won't call them anymore because I don't want to be a nuisance.


If this is the way it is, I'm hurt a little... because she told me that I was still her son regardless of how this turns out.

I would have just expected a return call to tell me what they're feeling...






Haven't heard from Bryke in two weeks too... no return calls...

I'm concerned about that as well.




I had a breakthrough last night... I was finally able to get past the hurt, or to wade through it enough... however you look at it... And actually pray sincerely for my estranged wife.

I cried the whole time I prayed for her... so that's why I said maybe I was just able to wade through the hurt instead of truly getting past it.

It was a milestone for me. I think I'm going to live through this after all...

Brother, you are gonna make it.

[revrandy]

Originally Posted by Rico

Brother, you are gonna make it.

Whether it's a pebble, a rock, or stepping stone, take it one Milestone at a time...