Psychiatry An Industry Of Death Full Length

[Evang.Benincasa]

[Esaias]

Originally Posted by houston

All these stories...
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Someone said, "...almost thou persuadest me."

I'm weary and want to go home. Do you know what it's like to want return home, but don't because you don't fit? Because there's not a place for you. Maybe home really isn't home.

Some homes have quirky siblings living there, but it's still home.

2 Corinthians 5:

16 Wherefore henceforth know we no man after the flesh: yea, though we have known Christ after the flesh, yet now henceforth know we him no more.
17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.

If you've got the Holy Ghost, and I've got the Holy Ghost, then we can relate to one another on a level that transcends our personal idiosyncrasies. We can relate to one another in the Spirit, and not according to the flesh. Personality "conflicts"? Personalities are irrelevant when people are walking in the Spirit. And if you walk in the Spirit, and someone else isn't, it's not going to adjust your thermostat, because your life and your happiness and your temperament isn't controlled by them, or even by yourself, but by God.

[Evang.Benincasa]

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

Also Aquila, your video advocates drug usage?

Why are you offering videos which conclude with drug usage?

Do you even take the time to watch these videos?

I don't agree with everything in the video. We both agree that much caution should be taken when considering medications of this nature, and frankly, I feel they should be avoided if at all possible.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

Don't work construction in the South during the summer with old time construction workers.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

Looks like it was slow all week.

It can be. But when things hit the fan, it's insane. It's almost like being a firefighter. You sit in the station, do maintenance, cleanup, play cards, take naps...but when the alarm goes off, you have snap to into action.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

While I was away you had a hen's meeting going on. Esaias, Amanah, and TKBurk were the only opposition. But primarily you had no opposition who posted that they were once burned on a lit stove by their step parent to have fun with. To post to him how he soiled himself because he was merely spanked but wasn't a man enough to take it when he was a child. I posted what I posted to you because it's a fact on this forum. You're no victim, When analogorgan placed you on ignore you didn't apologize, you gave the poster the thumbs up and said "good."

So, all the peaceful chatting baloney only floats when you are not opposed. That is a fact. I'm cool with it, I'm just not cool with a bad dog who puppies down when it is convenient for his game.

EB, you should revisit some things you've said to me repeatedly, mocking my experiences, my PTSD, my family's circumstances, even to the point of calling me a liar. And when I shared family pics and stories to try to show you that I wasn't lying, you blamed me for using them as props. And the list could go on.

So, I treated you the way you treated me.

I was hoping you'd see the point I was making so that we could both apologize and move forward.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

Aquila, using me getting burned on a lit stove was returning my own behavior to me? What gives me pause is that I honestly believe you really believe this. You even went further to say it was a lie to justify yourself to the readers as to why it was ok. But, it isn't ok, because there are more people who have been brutally abused as children then any amount of soldiers who have ever fought in war. I noticed you removed your signature from Isaiah about being a defender of widows and orphans.

That at least was a good call.

You've accused me of lying on multiple threads to brow beat me. Suck it up buttercup, you'll be okay.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

There was a brother Atkinson who was an Apostolic who use to be a big poster and Admin in forums gone by. Well he turned to Wicca. He came back here and posted how Wicca was better than back pockets. That Christianity is false, but Wicca is the ancient religion which has given him peace. There are also Wiccans who are Christian wiccans, who believe that the blending of the two are beneficent to inner peace.

Should that be also used as a treatment?

What I'm getting at is that what you offer isn't stitching a gum after root canal, or laser surgery, but an issue called the human thought, not BRAIN.

How we think, how we see, and feel the world around us. That job is a job for only one counselor and that is the Holy Ghost. Jesus is the only one who gives peace of mind.

I don't know enough about Wicca to comment in depth. But based on what I do know about it, I'd say the two can't be blended.

I have a question. You keep characterising my position as though I support all of secular psychology. I don't. I've repeatedly suggested pastoral counselors. Even indicated that I was disappointed not to find any Apostolics in the field. And, I only sought counseling after several attempts to get help from my pastor at the time. It didn't go well. He couldn't grasp that the PTSD attacks were involuntary. He thought it was like having a memory, and that I could choose to let it affect me or not. He just wasn't getting it. So, I was desperate after having increasing thoughts of suicide. When a flashback takes over and your body goes nuts with racing heart rate, blood pressure spikes, racing thoughts, and trembling...and nothing you've tried can stop it, including prayer, praying in the Spirit, singing praise music, etc....you become willing to end the rollercoaster ride in any way possible.

Had he understood and actually prayed with me over the episodes, maybe I would have been healed. But he wasn't willing to even believe what I was going through. He almost had me thinking I was crazy. Even my brothers at church weren't willing to take it seriously. They couldn't grasp that it's involuntary.

How would you have helped me approach this? Would you have at least believed the involuntary nature of it and prayed with me?

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

EB, you should revisit some things you've said to me repeatedly, mocking my experiences, my PTSD, my family's circumstances, even to the point of calling me a liar. And when I shared family pics and stories to try to show you that I wasn't lying, you blamed me for using them as props. And the list could go on.

So, I treated you the way you treated me.

You see, you have taken a story of a child being dragged to a lit stove and being burned and manipulated it. I never in all my years posting from FCF to now ever posted as YOU have about a child. The list doesn't go on, because at no time have I ever said what you have about a child, or someone's childhood. As far as you using people as your human shields that has been noticed by other posters. Aquila you've used me and what happened to me being beaten to unconsciousness as a child, used the story of "a" child not your opposition. A child who was dragged by a drunken stepparent to a lit stove for punishment. A child who soiled himself because of the combination of fear and searing pain. Praise Jesus you removed Isaiah 1:17 as your signature post. Because you only want to learn to learn how to appear good, act like you correct oppression. Bring justice to the fatherless, plead the widow’s cause? Chris, there is no way, someone would take a story of a child being tortured and use it to their own advantage. To turn around and make Isaiah 1:17 their own. That's legalism, saying all the right things, smiling, hugging, Christianisms flowing out of the mouth sweeter than honey, with a mind filled with soiled loaded kitty litter box. No shirt and a tie? Women wearing skirts? That's not legalism God is talking about, He is talking about those who profess Jesusisms while having a mind loaded with child murder.

Originally Posted by Aquila

Oh please, you're just a grease monkey, who pooped his pants when spanked, embraced the thug life, and never had the guts to serve his country.

Originally Posted by Aquila

Get over it. Every kid gets spanked.

Originally Posted by Aquila

I was hoping you'd see the point I was making so that we could both apologize and move forward.

The above sounds familiar to anyone who had been brutalized as a spouse, or as a child. The torture, and then the plea of sorry, let's make it good, and move on. You see people like you always love the part of move on. While I'm hardcore about repentance and moving forward, I would like to say something before you forget the whole thing. Forgetting the whole thing so you can play Christian again. I don't need to apologize Chris, because I wasn't the one who equates child discipline with torture. Unless, in your mind burning a child with a cigarette is the same as verbal correction and reprimand? You might, I have no reason to doubt you that you actually believe in brutalizing a child into submission. People who have been badly brutalized as a child, as a spouse, or a senior citizen, recognize the individual who tortures then wants to forgive and forget. They also want the one who was abused to take some form of responsibility for their own beating. They employ the word 'we" a lot in their apologies to the one curled up in a corner with tears mingled with blood.

You would like to move on just so you can dive back into your Churchanity Nicer Than Jesus Shuffle of Angel's Feet persona. But, Chris, this isn't about me. This is about your true feelings towards those who have gone through mental and physical abuse. You ran for page after page filling an entire thread with me concerning PTSD. Do you know how many CHILDREN have PTSD? How many battered spouses have PTSD? Bro, this is because you have no idea of what you are talking about when in comes to this subject. Hence the reason why you don't even understand the videos or articles you have posted. You claim to have lived all this, but you didn't give it a second thought to use a story about "a" child being tortured to get even with your opponent?

Apology? Move forward? Chris, you need to straighten out what is going on in your own personal life. Instead of want to straighten out what is going on in your internet life. Bro, you are in a house church, then go hang out with some brothers and have a prayer meeting. You posted that you were going to make some time to fast, pray and get soaked in the Word? Sounds good if it actually gets carried out. It is straight up legalism if you just say it and never do it.