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I could sit and play the blame game with myself. My pastor and dad both had a really odd feeling about this guy (childhood school and church sweetheart of mine) and it hit them both as we were walking down the altar to get married my dad asked me coming down the stairs at the church if I wanted to change my mind and my pastor whispered in my ear that I could always change my mind.... In my mind my parents had already spent tons of money on this wedding and I already had the marriage license and I couldnt change it so I would well (what did I say doesnt work? the fixing the man part right?) well I thought I could work past his little problem and we could get him help and it would all be ok. They had no visible clue nor did I about the drugs but they soon came to full view for everyone to see...God just showed my dad and pastor before I knew or was I too blind to see it?
One will never know thats why I tell anyone if they know these things in advance of marriage just stay away please!!!
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