1. The reason I post so harshly is because I take things personal and turn it inward. I have problems with self -esteem.
2. My favorite word is "Idiot" and I get myself into trouble using it...but sometimes...J/K
3. You are correct...my searching and restlessness does cause me to appear narcissistic, but believe me...I am not.
Anyone tell you that you'd make a good therapist? Well, you would. You do understand though, I can tell others but cannot heal myself...I go to God because I don't have anyone to go to because of what I do...I have peers and it would be a dual relationship. At times, AFF is my only outlet.
Thank you for your honesty.
Blessings, Rhoni
Well, there ya go. Self-esteem is of the devil, you know.
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I've gone and done it now! I'm on Facebook!!!
not a bit sis
I was the youngest of 8 and the ones I am closest to are my mom and my two sisters. Women don't scare me. Except when they are mad. =)
Then I just swing wide of you all.
Actually I am better at getting along with women than men because that is who I spent most of my time around as a kid. My brothers were all much older and had families. My oldest sister did not marry till she was 29 and the younger one was still at home, though adult, when I was still young. So I have learned a few tricks of the trade to help me get out of trouble if I get into it and to keep my skin if they got angry about something.
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Originally Posted by jaxfam6
Oh WOW
Here all this time I thought you were the devil H1. And now you tell me it is really self-esteem.
I am so sorry I thought it was you. Will you ever forgive me?
I enjoy reading your posts. I know I haven't been around here that long but I have thought your post to be thought provoking and you have voiced much wisdom. So I vote for you to keep posting....but if you ever tick me off I'll let you know
LOL. Hence the name...Jezebelslayer...I'd hate to get in your face
Most of the time, I don't think your posts are too transparent. However, there are those times when I really wish you wouldn't give us so much information (not meaning to be crass - that is just how I feel about it) when you discuss those who hurt you in the past.
The Bible tells us to be somewhat transparent - to confess our faults one to another. I believe that is in the context of the church - with those we trust. Not acquaintances and even strangers on the internet. God didn't tell us to confess our faults one to "the world"...There are people who tell me too much information and I have to say, "TMI ALERT"...lol...Paul was transparent in telling how wretched he was and about his thorn in the flesh, etc...However, notice that he did not tell us what that thorn was and he did not open the window and let us look inside his soul to know those struggles in detail.
I have tended to be too transparent at times myself so I think I have some insight into your thinking.
I enjoy your posts but a few times I have felt a little uncomfortable (it's been a while back) ....98.67% or more of the time you are fine.
The truth is...I don't think anyone left here is intimidated by me...I think I just intimdate ultra-conservative men [posse] that have issues with a woman with brains [not education, but a woman that can think for herself and give an honest opinion]. The posse preferred damsels in distress that needed them. I just needed them to shut up and quit calling my Pastor, the idiots/ I mean conservative cowboys.
Blessings, Rhoni
Very true! Especially about the posse groupie. Thankfully they've been ran out town...
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