A Fallen one who needs help

[Praxeas]

Originally Posted by fallen

I know its me at times, saying Lord, I know this is the path, but for right now I'm going this way. I'm as stubborn as a bull. And a lot of times I know its my own fault.

my thing is, I'm afraid, when I reach that point, that God will turn a blind eye and make ignorant from the truth.

But do not question me about my faith and love about God. I know he's real, I know he's there.

I hope this does not offend you but it sounds like you don't have a problem that can be fixed by any other way other than when you decide you are going to not go that way but Go God's way.