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Originally Posted by Aquila
First, and most importantly... Are you saved? I mean REALLY saved?
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Yes, I've talked about the whole, "hippie" love thing. I didn't do the "sinner" prayer. I come from a church, where you get on your knees, not because your weak, but to become stronger.
For a whole year when I was 8 my family and church pray for me. When I turned 9, I was on my own, just praying, really praying to God. And I spoke in tongues, and the way I felt...wow. just wow.
I don't ever question, my love for God, I know what I feel is real. If your asking if I'm "backsiding" I really can't see. I have not yet turned my back on God, when people ask me about my God, I am not ashamed or hold my tongue. Yes, I get into arguments with God, I'm still human, I don't get his plans for me at times.
I know its me at times, saying Lord, I know this is the path, but for right now I'm going this way. I'm as stubborn as a bull. And a lot of times I know its my own fault.
my thing is, I'm afraid, when I reach that point, that God will turn a blind eye and make ignorant from the truth.
But do not question me about my faith and love about God. I know he's real, I know he's there.
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