Michlow, I don't doubt your experience since God said to continue to seek him. I have a great book to recommend. It's free online. It's called "Release of The Spirit" by Watchman Nee. He basically talks about the inner man and the outer man. He says our inner man is our spirit and our outer man is our soul life made up of mind, emotion and will. He says that God leads us through experiences in order to break our outer man and let our inner spirit flow to heal and minister. It is an interesting book and where I am in God right now.
http://www.lsm.org/ - home page, click "online publications", then "collected works of watchman nee" then book #54 the breaking of the outerman and release of the spirit. You have to skip over to chapter 10 in the left column of the screen to see the beginning of the book.
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