i understood her (him?), but i see how easy it is to write one thing, and read another!
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Originally Posted by KeptByTheWord
Let me ask you a question. Do you believe your heart and soul is completely void and free of all evil?
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i have seen that there is a way that seems right to a man, which ends in death. I think i am in good shape, but i am really naked, blind, and whatever. This is all
since getting 'saved,' which our model told me--and argued against--happened back when i got baptized; but i think they still apply to me, today. Now i think i have developed a more complete understanding of forgiveness, and i primarily strive to live a forgiven life--but this is still hard for me. My level of pride and propensity for getting down on myself over inconsequential (really) inadequacies--that many would laugh at calling actual 'sins'--tells me that i still need work in that area, and others. Of course i believe i am void of sin; because i am deceived; in ways that do not even occur to me, even yet. I don't obsess over it, but i do keep it in the back of my mind; which i think opens the door for the Holy Spirit to guide me. I have felt the Spirit depart--in retrospect--way before i committed any overt sin, due to pride, which is more subtle for me than the word would indicate.