Blessings to all

[tbpew]

Originally Posted by ILG

That's a good question. I think most people that know me see me as pretty laid back. I don't really like controversy. But, I guess there is still unresolved issues inside of me when it comes to people in positions of authority (or maybe so-called authority) acting like they don't have to answer to anybody. Because for YEARS I respected that so-called authority and was made miserable. Then, when I found out that I believed a bunch of stuff that wasn't true, it made me quite angry. So, that part of me doesn't usually come out unless I come to this forum, where I see people still doing the same things to other people who are maybe as vulnerable as I was. Maybe some day I will be above that and just leave it in the hands of God. For now, it still makes me pretty mad.

thank you for sharing the ponderings of your heart.

What happened at Calvary had a purposed outcome directly relating to those who have mastery in our lives.

The body of Christ has ONE head and a vast diversity of members.

"Neither be ye called masters: for one is your Master, Christ." {Mt 23:10]

[ILG]

Originally Posted by tbpew

thank you for sharing the ponderings of your heart.

What happened at Calvary had a purposed outcome directly relating to those who have mastery in our lives.

The body of Christ has ONE head and a vast diversity of members.

"Neither be ye called masters: for one is your Master, Christ." {Mt 23:10]

Yes, that's true. Thank you for your response. I also find that AFF is generally not a place to heal in my experience. It is more of a debate forum (and helped me greatly in all it's forms FCF, NFCF etc. a few years back). It was what I needed at the time. I would like to see more compassion around here but maybe that's also my fault as I kept everyone at arms length back then and didn't get close to anyone. But I had to do that, unfortunately, as we were pastoring and going through a lawsuit and I absolutely could not allow anyone to know I was questioning anything. The one person I confided in broke my confidence in my time of need. It was really a bad time. Sorry to pull this thread off track.