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Thank you for prayers

ctclady11, I just prayed for you, and I felt that you have a beautiful heart but you are afraid to be transparent because of past experiences of being misunderstood and misinterpreted. It won't be easy, but God can use your honesty and purity of heart to inspire change within the body. Keep your eyes on Him! He understands what it means to be rejected and misunderstood. Do you operate in prophetic giftings? I have found that this can often be misinterpreted as being personal by those who don't want to hear the message, so they "shoot the messenger". Have courage for your God is with you!