Chronic Depression-prayers please

[Godzchild]

I will be praying for you friend. I deal with my ups and downs and sometimes I wake up and do nothing but cry. I am struggling with a few things in my life, and my husband and I are waiting on God to do something for us concerning his job and our family. Its hard for me some days and I feel so alone where we are at. I have no family and I do NOT make friends easy at all. I feel like most people want to just be nosey and get in with you to find out what they can "spread" or talk about~

I do NOT trust anyone outside of God and my family.....My husband and I are very close and he is my best friend. We do most everything together , but there are the other things I have to struggle with and try and cope with on my own in silence. Last year our daughter delivered a baby boy at only 5 months long. My tiny grandson was only 3.5 oz but he died the minute he was delivered. Not only did we loose this precious one, but he was born and died on our daughters BD :*-(

She became extremely depressed and attempted suicide 2 times but God kept her!!!!! She is now much better and is pregnant again (fingers crossed and praying). God gave me the extra strength I needed along with her dad to help her through this horrible time. But what I am going through, I am in this one alone......my tears fall silently, when my house is sleeping and no one but God is around.

My prayers will continue and so will my trust in God that HE will sustain and work it all out SOON for my family and this situation!!! You, friend, will be in my prayers and I pray you find the strength, courage and faith you need to make through each day. God bless and keep you close~