To the OP,
Having already lived in that world for a number of years, in which I summoned, channeled, and was even occasionally possessed by the masters you now say you serve, I can only tell you:
You have exchanged hope and peace for misery and lawlessness.
You are going to meet a devil you wish you never knew existed, and there will be hell to pay.
Perhaps God will grant you repentance if you will but humble yourself. He takes no pleasure in the death of the wicked; rather His pleasure is in the wicked's return unto Him (
Ezekiel 18:23).