ILG - Vaccine Hysteria

[n david]

Originally Posted by ILG

So, how are you feeling about all this now, ndavid? What is your wife thinking? (If you are uncomfortable sharing, I understand) I am just wondering how this has affected you and your future decisions. Are you going to forego all vaccinations in the future? Weigh each one? What are your thoughts?

I'm upset that I didn't stick with my initial thought that we wouldn't vaccinate because of the toxins and side effects.

I'm also upset that even though we decided to vaccinate, I didn't have it done over a period of time, instead of doing them all at once. I've seen some good ideas regarding schedules and types of vaccines given together or in the same month and I wish I would have spaced them out.

I'm worried. Haven't slept well at night, because I keep checking on them to make sure they're okay. I've re-read the packing inserts and ingredients for these vaccines and feel awful that I allowed all of that to be injected within a matter of seconds.

Honestly, I've prayed more and harder the past weekend than I have in a long time.

I try not to say much about it around my wife. I showed her the NIH report I linked in an earlier post, and she made the comment to my sister that I was trying to make her feel bad about her telling me to go ahead and vaccinate, since our 5 year old received the same shots and was fine. That made me feel awful as well. I don't fault her at all. Our 5 year old daughter and one twin is fine, the other had a reaction. It's not my wife's fault, it's not the Pediatrician's fault, it's not God's fault...it's just our bodies are different and respond differently to the toxins. I do blame the vaccine, even though the Dr told my wife it can't possibly be linked, since she received the vaccine around 4:15pm and the infection was found around 12:30am or 1am -- IE, not enough time passed for it to be the vaccine. It's just too much a coincidence that she was fine until after she received the shots. I could be wrong, it's just an odd coincidence.

As far as any future vaccinations, our 5 year old hasn't received her MMR and won't. That is one vaccine that I don't want any of our children to get, and my wife supports that. Honestly, I'm back to being against them all right now. Definitely if we do decide to complete the 4 and 6 month shots, as we did our other daughter, they will be spaced apart and never multiple in one visit.