Greetings to everyone here! Much love to one and all!
No, I did not fall off the edge of the world. I did not climb into a hole I dug either.

I have been running, fighting, and battling my way through so many questions and fights over the past few years, going where I needed, and going where I should never have ventured into both. I decided to come back and visit you all, who were so kind to me and my family after the passing of my Dad.
Recently, I began to work some things out, and after a period of sitting down and restoration, have become very settled in a church, where I serve as a minister, but more than that, because I did worship positions and titles in the past, as a child of God like every other. Having been through what all I went through, I have learned much about grace, much about mercy, and took a long, hard look at myself, and allowed the Holy Spirit to change things within me.
As I sit here now, in front of this awesome computer, drinking my morning coffee, and thanking Jesus for all He has done in my life, I wanted to do two things. First off, for all the pains and attacks I caused, the hatred and venom I spread, I ask forgiveness. I had no business doing so, and I needed to shut up, sit down, and be quiet enough to know the root of all I was. Second, I wanted to encourage you all, those who are struggling, that yues, the struggle is real, but the end is worth it. I promise you that what Jesus said He meant, and those who endure to the end shall be saved, shall be sozo (delivered, saved, restored, and renewed). Stand fast, and do not waiver, because in the end, it is all worth it.
Whether we have agreed or disagreed, whether we have been at each other's throats or not, whatever the past, I want one and all to know I love and appreciate what Jesus has done through you all.
God bless and much love.