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Originally Posted by CC1
Sounds like an uneventful time for you guys! When you said you were going to leave her car in lockup I cringed because i know the daily charges for cars twoed can be outrageous.
I hope all calms down and you guys some peace and quiet, rest and steady income.
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No...not peace and quiet. I have MY parents separated and now hers and her dad is basically a *whatever happens must be Gods will* kinda guy.
Both me and Katherine are dealing with some major anxiety that is bad enough to cause physical symptoms .
We started this path under the illusion that there would be stability...we have struggled and had issue after issue. Trying to get out...if we go back to Louisiana it'll be back in the craziness of my family.
We had to leave the car in Asheville because we simply were not prepared for that expense.
We have it now and have been working in shifts but with everything that is going on the instinct is to just cling together as a family...its like we dont know what will happen next.
Looking at TN...we dont know...we are just really tired. This whole MIL thing has put my wife in a bad emotional place. Brought up a lot of bad memories of some bad abuse...she feels like her mother just walked out on our family when we needed her the most...it feels intentional and I gotta say....someone intentionally screwing over my family that knows all the details of how we have struggled...Ive really had to deal with some anger.
We are just really really tired.
Asheville was amazing however. Great people. We ministered to some amazing folks who are genuine and sincere. We'd like to live there if at all possible.