Wow, what an amazing testimony. I am speechless.
Thank you for sharing this with us, Heather (Can I call you by your name? Is that ok?)
On a Walk to Emmaus (the Methodist version), one of the things we talk about is Prevenient Grace. That is the grace that God extends to us before we even know Him - and before we even know that we WANT to know Him. Could it be any more evident than it has been in your life? Isn't God wonderful! He loves us even when we have no desire to walk with Him. And He gently draws us to Himself.
I will be praying for you often, Heather. Thanks again for sharing.