When I was young I WAS SO PAINFULLY shy.I always wore my coat inside because it covered me and it was like a protective armer.I would sit in the back of the class and watch every one and enjoy the activity on the outside looking in.I wanted to get involved but was to afraid to so I spent many years missing out on things because every one thaught I was stuck up and that I thaught I was better than every one else.During this time period I would become close in my heart for certain poepleexcept those who I liked never knew I liked them because I couldnt get the couredge to let them know.As time passed God helped me with this problem,but I cant be the center of attention in a large groupb or my legs goes all rubbery,and I feel like Im going to pass uot and get sick to my stomach and break out in cold sweats its awful to me.when I got to an age when I had to sing in church I thaught I was going to have a heart attack and die right there on the platform,but they let me turn to rthe side so that I could get started and then Jesus would be with me and everything was fine unless I got off key.Things are better now but even though I want to be loved and hugged in church I still have the tendancy to stiffen when Im showing affection in church.There have been poeple who have cared enough to push through all that and I have become very close to them.The reason behind this story is because the bubble poeple want to be reached they just dont know how to be the first to reach out and sometimes it takes awhile but you have to keep pushing its for that souls own good! God wants you to keep pushing and that bubble person wants you to keep pushing also.Those poeple feel bad every time they make the other person feel rejected because that is not thier intent at all.
Thank you for this post.
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