Not Too Happy Right Now

[Rico]

Well, I guess it's time for me to do some venting, AGAIN. I'm really not all that happy with the way things have been going lately. I thought I had found the perfect way to make a living when I finally broke into the work at home job that I have had now since February, but things just have not gone at all like I had hoped they would. Call volume isn't consistant, hours are hard to get, people have been generally grumps on the phone, and I am getting disgusted with the whole thing. I got hired last week by one company that offers a guaranteed hourly wage for working at home but so far I haven't qualified for the two projects they sent me emails on so I am in a pending status with them. It's not like I am trying to get rich doing this. My needs are really simple-$500 a week. So far I have been lucky to make half that and the last two checks weren't even close to being half my $500/wk goal. I hate this 'cause it means I will probly have to go out and take another job outside of the house, knowing it will be in manufacturing, which I also can not stand and have never been any good at. I wish so much that I had never moved here! I miss my days as a junk man. I was doing something that I loved and making good money at it. If I didn't live in this public housing I could start junking again but 3 bedroom houses in this one horse town are impossible to find. Yeah, I am complaining about everything! I hate living here!! I know my life is here now but I am not happy with it at all! I should have listened to my mother and gone to college and made something out of myself! What a waste!