Hello,
I'm ashamed to say that I'm currently not living in accordance with Jesus's teachings. I'm in bondage again to the old habits I did before being set free by God. I put the chains back on my hands and feet. I kissed the gates of heaven and walked away. The weight of my sins are heavy on my shoulders. Fear and sorrow fill my heart.
My spirit longs for Christ, but I deny it. The things of this world have seduced me. I need prayers for Grace. Please and thank you.
First thing you gotta recognize is that you're still a child of God. Maybe a disobedient child of God, but a child of God nevertheless.
Isaiah 1:18
Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.