I need someone to hear me..please...

[Bro. Bill]

I have fallen...again....and again....and again....I have a prescription drug problem and that leads to drinking and other things till I finally come to myself....I am alone..please note, I am not on a pity party, I am just tormented in my soul....I love Jesus so much and I truly want to live for him with everything in me....there are just set backs and I dont want to put negative things all over the interntet....for folks to read....I just need someone out there to help me touch God...I am full fledged One God Apostolic raised in the old ways...and I have tried so hard..but my problems seem to control me and I cant break free....is there anyone out there? anyone that will help me ...tonight? ....please, I cant lay here like this much longer....I cant...I simply am so tormented....there is no one and Ive done this to myself....please forgive me if I have placed this on the wrong site...or said anything out of order...I need you to help me. Will someone please..please hear me and help me to touch God...tonight...I will go looking for things soon if this dont stop and I dont want too.....

God Bless...
Your Friend...Billl.....