Please pray for my wife and I

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My wife is currently not in church and I am struggling to get back right with god. She has never been filled with the holy ghost but has been baptized in Jesus name she knows what's right. She left me almost four months ago and now my whole world is upside down I can't imagine divorcing her.... She isn't asking for one yet... It's my fault because I didn't live for god and lead my family as I know I should have I know I need to get right with god but am so worried its to late for me.. All I can think about all day every day is getting right with him and getting my wife back I love her so much. I can't sleep at night I almost lost my job over this ordeal. I feel so empty and alone. Idk how to go about finding true repentance although I do guininely want it. Please pray for me and my family.