MY son Dirlei

Sister Alvear · #1 10-12-2007, 05:20 PM

OLA! hi

MÃE, SÓ AGORA, QUE TENHO "CAIDO NA REAL"
FIQUEI VELHO MUITO RÁPIDO. AMADURECI MUITO RÁPIDO.

É O PRIMEIRO E-MAIL QUE MANDO, PRA CONVERSAR.

QUERO DIZER QUE ESTOU COM MUITA SAUDADE DE VOCEIS! NÃO SEI COMO COMEÇAR, "ESTOU NERVOSO"

Mother I do not know where to begin I am nervous
Mother only now I realize what happened. I aged fast I grew up fast. This is my first e mail to talk with you. I want to say I am missing you all.

O DIA EM QUE FALEI NO TELEFONE, EU TREMIA, NÃO SABÍA POR QUE!
E HOJE EU SEI.

The day I spoke on the phone with you all I was trembling I did not know why. Today I know why.

NÂO TIVE MEDO DE BRONCA, OU ALGO DO MESMO GÊNERO I was not afraid you would get on to me or something like that
NUNCA CONVERSEI COM VOCEIS SOBRE MIM, O QUE VOCEIS SÁBEM É QUE:

I have never talked about myself to you all whaat you all know is that I am a mussican I work on computers and have given you lots of headaches But today I want you all to know you are everything to me even though I am full of faults But you all are my real parents.

SOU MÚSICO, E TRABALHO COM COMPUTADORES, E QUE DEI MUITA DOR DE CABEÇA! MAS HOJE EU QUERO QUE VOCEIS SAIBAM, QUE SÃO TUDO PARA MIM! MESMO EU CHEIO DE FALHAS, MAS VOCEIS SÃO MEUS PAIS DE VERDADE!
A UNICA COISA QUE LEMBRO SOBRE MINHA MÃE PEDROLINA, (ALGO BOM) E QUE UM DIA ELA FALOU QUE EU SERIA UM MÚSICO! O RESTO É SO TRAJÉDIA. TIPO: ELA DOENTE, E ELA NO CAIXÃO, EU ERA MUITO NOVO! (ESTOU CHORANDO NÃO DE SAUDADE DELA, MAS SIM DE FELICIDADE POR QUE CONSEGUI ENCONTRAR VOCÊIS, EU CHORO COM TUDO AGORA) O QUE LEMBRO DE MEU PAI (ARNALDO) É: ELE COM OUTRAS MULHERES, FAZENDO MINHA FALECIDA MÃE, SOFRER!

The only thing I remember about my other mother Petrolina (very good) is that one day she said I would be a musician…the rest was tradgies like her sick her in the casket she was so young! I am crying not because I miss her but because my father (Arnaldo) was always with other women making my mother suffer. Sometimes I think this is why I have not married yet…
AS VEZES PENSO... TALVEZ SEJA ISSO MEU TRAUMA DE CASAMENTO!

O QUE ACONTECEU COMIGO ESSES DIAS, TEM SIDO, GRANDE TRIBULAÇÃO, DEUS TEM ME PROVADO MUITO ESSES DIAS. MAS VOCEIS ME ENSINARAM COMO AGIR...
What has happened has brought great tribulation God has proved me much but you all have taught me how to react.
ENTÃO TEM COISAS QUE SO ESSES DIAS EU TENHO DESCOBERTO! E AS VEZES TENTO DESCOBRIR, POR QUE EU! ... DEUS TEM ME USADO DE UMA FORMA DIFERENTE, QUE ME PERGUNTO: - DEUS POR QUE A VIDA É ASSIM? ELE ME RESPONDE: - QUEM É VOCE, PRA QUERER SABER COMO TRABALHO? NÃO TENHO RESPOSTAS!

So I have found out things and discovered things for myself. God has used me in a different way I ask the question why is life like this? He answered me, who are you to try to figure out my ways? So I have no answers.

QUERO QUE SAIBAM, QUE VOCEIS SÃO TUDO PRA MIM! (NÃO DA PRA ESPERAR VOCEIS VOLTAREM, A SAUDADE É MUITO GRANDE, POR ISSO RESOLVI, ESCREVER.)

I want you all to know you all are everything to me! I could not wait to tell you this on your arrival I miss you all very much for this reason I decided to write

TENHO MEDO DE PERDER VOCEIS, (NÃO ESTOU COM PROBLEMAS PISCOLÓGICO, NÃO!)
SÓ QUERO QUE SAIBAM QUE AMO VOCEIS! I am afaid I might lose you all. No I am not having psychological problems I just want you all to know I love you

TODOS OS DIAS, EU ORO POR VOCEIS, PRA DEUS ABENÇOAR VOCEIS NA MISSÃO!
QUERO QUE OREM POR MIM, TA DIFÍCIL, MAS NÃO IMPOSSIVEL!

Every day I pray for you all for God to bless you all on your mission. I want you to pray for me it is not easy but nothing is impossible.

Your son Dirlei

SEU FILHO DIRLEI

Trouvere · #2 10-12-2007, 05:21 PM

aw what a wonderful son.

Sister Alvear · #3 10-12-2007, 05:45 PM

This son (our Youngest ) ran over a man that ran into the back of our bus while he was backing up. and the man was on the man died. Because of this Brother Alvear is returning to Brazil and our son is in deep depression. He does not have commercial license and we do not know what will happen. He is a good driver and the man was drunk.
He is the youngest of the 5 we adopted many years ago. His mother was killed in Paraguay. He is very introvert by nature. He was not our bus driver his brother is but he let him drive as he has not been well.

He is a good boy just real quite by nature and has a hard time expressing himself. I do believe God has called him to preach please pray for him during this hard time he is going through.

Sister Alvear · #4 10-12-2007, 06:03 PM

I am blessed with sweet children. Two are in the states tonight preaching. I am especially thankful for our son that is working in the jungle area. AND DEEPLY GRATEFUL MOST KNOW NOTHING ABOUT CHURCH POLITICS...They are just simple children that love the Lord.

Scott Hutchinson · #5 10-12-2007, 07:37 PM

I believe God can work out things for this dear boy.
I'm glad these dear ones know very little of church politics as I know more it about than I want to.

Sister Alvear · #6 10-12-2007, 07:46 PM

The more I see the more I hear I realize my husband is a very smart man...He has always been an example of never speaking evil or slurring others. My children and I am blest!