How To Love God

[jfrog]

If anyone wants to see the negative end of MTD's doctrine look no further than me. Assume for a moment that I believed his doctrine and consider my past: I fell over and over and over again to the same sin. I'm no longer a Christian. But considering Micheal's doctrine all the work and tears that I put into trying to overcome my sin mean nothing. According to him I didn't love God even though I was trying very hard to obey him. According to him I spent all my time in prayer and the bible during my highschool years for a God I didn't love. And if I never loved God through all that then why would I ever try God again seeing that it must be nearly impossible for me to love him? In other words his doctrine leaves me hopeless!

How can anyone hear my story and think for a second that he is right? How can MTD hear my story and think for a second that he is right?